Chemotherapy 13

I have now had 13 sessions of chemotherapy! I have coped alot better with this one than I did the one before. The doctor has sorted my anti sickenss and it has kept my sickness to a mininum. I now have 20 days until its finished, yes chemo will be over no more I am ridiculously excited!!!

It is going to be weird going back to a life of normality. Im not really sure how I am going to feel but I am looking forward to it. I will shortly be announcing were you can all sponsor me if you would like. Im doing the Hull 10k in May with friends and family and the next blog post will be about that.

Ill hopefully keep my chin up over the next few weeks and keep smiling :) I hate it when I get all down and morbid. BRING ON SUMMER!!!

The last year in short

I have been feeling fed up and grumpy recently so I have decided to write a poem about the last 10 months and place it on this blog:

Ten months of Hell

The battles been long

Im still here fighting

Standing tall and strong

All the chemo pumped in me

Has made me so weak

Still its been worth it

The future could have been bleak

Amputation was hard

I was down and depressed

Then came the news

The tumour was dead

Now treatment is finished

Its time to recover

Live life to the max

This journey has been like no other

Hope you like it

Matt

Post Chemotherapy 12

I have now had 12 sessions of chemotherapy and I have 2 sessions left. I was really ill with this chemo couldnt stop been sick for 24 hours it got that bad I was given a drug called Nozinan which knocked me out for a fair few hours. I felt terrible which mentally drained me to and I just kept thinking "WHY WHY WHY". 12 months ago my main concerns was how I would fund my next night out not all the shit that comes with having cancer. The only thing keeping me going mentally is the fact I only have two sessions of chemo left. Anymore and I think i could just about cry. But I wont dont want to show signs of weakness when i am so near the end.

Regarding me false leg all things are good I can even run now which is fantastic. Ive kind of hit a brick wall with the physio as my chemo is stopping me getting fit again and taking up running. Once chemo finishes I will be hitting the gym.